I am always so wayward

I am always so lucky I am always so wayward i am always hesitate,so ,i hate myself like so i am always waiting.You know that's me. I always am lonely I am always I am always alone I am always online i always am I am always loser I am so angry because I （）always（）（disturb）by my cousin 动词填空. i have lots of friends and enjioy the ___of my families,so i am always happy. I feel like I am always eitherat school ,sports practice or a game,so I am happy as you are always so happy中文意思是什么 I am so I am so happy I am lost so i am so