I am single but not available是什么意思?

I am single but not available是什么意思? I am single but I am not solo But I am not i am a single I am not greed but I envy . I am waniting .but I know I am not i wish i am specail.but i am not special. but i am not the only maybe.but I am not sure. I am not narcissistic,but your I am alone,but I am not lonely.怎么翻译 I am not never,But i am always! I am not there,but I am there! I am currently single unfortunately. I am loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so. I am single not because I'm not good enough,simply because that has not met fully understand me we Not a single day passes but I miss you的意思 I love you,but I am not her.