I WANT CRY.BUT I HAVE TO CONTROL!I DON'T KNOW WHY.WHO CAN TELL

I want to cry i want cry I want cry But I just want to cry什么意识 I want to cry,but my pride told me not Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it. I do not want to cry,But tears eyeful. I hope...I wish...I think...But...I don't want cry..I feel insecure I want u to hav my 一头雾水 I don't want cry cry I WANT CRY.BUT I HAVE TO CONTROL!I DON'T KNOW WHY.WHO CAN TELL I just want to cry.I just want to cry. I dont want to cry I really want to cry I hope...I wish...I think...But...I don't want cry..I feel insecure什么意思 I want to cry but i have cried enough. 什么意思? 外国人说I want u to hav my I will not turn bad Now I want to cry but I did not cry out Starting today I will work hard to stud是什么中文意思,